in God's Hands..

have you ever heard, Nelly Furtado's song : In God's Hands??
aku udah dengerin lagu ini sejak kapan tau, kalo ga salah semester 4/5an dulu, sukaa banget dengernya, dan hafal lagunya, tapi blum pernah bener2 memaknai liriknya, baru tarkhir2 ini baca di blog orang ngulas ttg lagu itu, dan yeah.. baru nyadar its meaning.

Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began back in God's hands

back in God's hands...
iyah, everything, back in God's hands.. ga hanya urusan cinta (menyangkut lagu itu), tapi apapun dalam hidup ini, back in God's hands.

well, I'm just trying to forced myself not to cry, trying to avoid judging, trying to let it go back in God's hands.. even though at tis time, I really need someone who want to be punched. haha...

at once I talked about it to fonzon, he told me not to worry, he will do something to help me.
agh. wont talk about it.