“First day on my 2nd trimester _”
Well, it’s been hard in this last 4 months. I was facing tough circumstances – my postgraduate, becoming a ma-pa of my both brother and sister, and so many thing to handle. Everything’s just going too fast. It is not a moan. But I feel like I’m on to something I’ve never imagined to come this early in my age. Making up with responsibilities. I don’t know what to call this: a chance or a must.
What I got from my postgraduate 1st trimester is having higher capability in reading “English paper” at least. I got the line on my learning curve rise up. I am off with ancient history about what I’ve been studied before, at first I actually feel so obsolete, but I am NOTHING by then, cause once you know something, you’ll feel that you haven’t know anything, there are too much!
Handling stuff, ah that’s business, and I love being busy since I don’t remember when. Taking care of my siblings, it takes too much in me. I have to be patient, instead of keeping on that ego, and it is harder regarding that I've done so many things before with nothing to ponder, nothing to consider.
Sometimes I feel like "it is harder to make up with those responsibilities but somebody screw me a lot in my effort doing it".
I have to be struggle by then.
Let all things out naturally.
And for my self's sake, I'd stay on my way.
Well, it’s been hard in this last 4 months. I was facing tough circumstances – my postgraduate, becoming a ma-pa of my both brother and sister, and so many thing to handle. Everything’s just going too fast. It is not a moan. But I feel like I’m on to something I’ve never imagined to come this early in my age. Making up with responsibilities. I don’t know what to call this: a chance or a must.
What I got from my postgraduate 1st trimester is having higher capability in reading “English paper” at least. I got the line on my learning curve rise up. I am off with ancient history about what I’ve been studied before, at first I actually feel so obsolete, but I am NOTHING by then, cause once you know something, you’ll feel that you haven’t know anything, there are too much!
Handling stuff, ah that’s business, and I love being busy since I don’t remember when. Taking care of my siblings, it takes too much in me. I have to be patient, instead of keeping on that ego, and it is harder regarding that I've done so many things before with nothing to ponder, nothing to consider.
Sometimes I feel like "it is harder to make up with those responsibilities but somebody screw me a lot in my effort doing it".
I have to be struggle by then.
Let all things out naturally.
And for my self's sake, I'd stay on my way.
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