27.8.09

gajelas

Tadinya aku pingin posting soal akhir dari trimester I. Tapi ngeliyat FB temen bikin aku mikir... aku ketinggalan banyak hal, banyak sekali hal yang melibatkan diriku pribadi. Terkait dengan pertanyaan Beni waktu ceting tadi siang hampir sore, pertanyaan yang aku jawab setengah ketawa, dan.. jujur, sedikit menyinggung perasaan. Hmmm... sebaiknya soal itu kujadikan 'wishlist' tahun depan deh.. Aku butuh waktu mempersiapkan diri :)

Kembali soal moment trakhir Trimester I, yang sudah berjalan 4 bulan.. aku merasa semakin bodoh saja, soalnya baru tau banyaaaaakk sekali hal, baru 4 bulan, lebih berasa ilmunya nyantol dibanding kuliah strata satu 3,5 tahun sebelumnya.

Bagi yang pernah nemu kuliyah Pak Hanni, ga rugi. Struggling, yes! tapi manfaatnya berasa, kalo secara teori beliau bilang kapabiliti mengalami peningkatan setelah ditempa sekian kali, itu memang bener. From zero, now I got something. Rasanya dimana? pas akhir2 kuliah.. dulu, waktu awal2 kuliah, disuruh mbaca satuu aja jurnal rasanya mo gila karna ga ngerti dan ga bisa ngerti, skarang bisa lebih ringan rasanya, semalem... ngerjain riset proposal 9 jam bisa jadi. Haha... skripsi semacam ga ada artinya :D

19.8.09

Perasaan sebelum ini aku pernah posting soal 'lyric person'. Am I? Kayaknya sih... dan skarang... sedang kambuh penyakitku, lagi seneng lirik2an. wkwkwkw... lebih banyak ketawa dan sedang kangeeeeen... hihi... saya sangat tergila2 sama lirik yang ini :

She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If I'm coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got a key to the door
But it just won't open

And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
Because it never worked before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping

I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have a season
Round and round it goes
And every day's the one before
But this time, this time

I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I'd do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better

I'm tired of holding on
To all the things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting old, and
I think I need a little help this time!

Yeah

[Guitar solo]

I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better

And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better


Punya Santana ft.Steven Tyler


Mengapa?
bukan karna liriknya sih... tapi karna lagu ini menjadi backsound ketika aku sedang terlibat percakapan penting dengan seseorang. Sebuah proses dalam mengeksekusi tugas mulia. Mencari bahan tugas dan menyelesaikannya. Hahaha... Nothing special ttg lagunya, yang spesial adalah momennya :)